Hey H, no worries, believe me, I understand. You have been going through this a long time. Atleast the sun is starting to shine through the storm though. Getting her to go to Retro is a HUGE step. She wouldn't be going if she didn't want to work on the R. I understand about holding back your feelings to. I have been reading other threads this morning and at least I know now that my feelings are normal.

Stay focused.

LuvMyHusband
Me: 41
H: 43
ch: 3
M: 7+ T: 10+
Bomb: EA 8/07, A over phone/net 10/07
Seperated: 9/07
H ended A/EA with OW again on 1/2008
Reconsile: 3/26/2008, H admitted PA