Ya I got it. Been going through turmoil lately. Will try to get back to you. Felt better after swim with Son last night. I guess the "tension" of this weekend is starting to get to both of us. I have held both my feelings of hurt, hate and anger. And my feelings of love Want and desire for so long now I don't have any idea which one will come out this weekend. I think I am going to take a 1/2 day off Thursday because my mind will not be on work. I know "go with the flow" I am trying. It's would be so easy to take the easy way out right now and just say forget it. IT"S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN I / WE are going.
But my dreams They aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free
No one knows what it's like To feel these feelings Like I do
Dr LOve
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
