You do what you wanna do, I leave it all up to you

[Sugar and Spice]

Well I talked to my Dad and I feel a lot better now. It was hard to tell him everything but it was a comfort to have him tell me that this is not my fault.

He thinks that I'm doing the very best thing by going the LS route and gave me a few pointers regarding H legal representation or lack thereof, but for the most part, it was nice to have someone there for me and to tell me it was going to be ok.

I think the "theres no us" thing bothers me SO much because H always used to make SUCH A HUGE deal about us being a team. Its interesting how we are only a team when it is beneficial to him.

Thanks to all of you for getting me through this. You are the best.
Corey