Real Life part 6

[Starshyne]

Thanks FG for you words. I know the day he moves is going to be hard on me. I am prepared for that. But I also know it is the choice he has made for himself and his life. He had the chance to come back to me and he decided not to. He is going to have to live with that. I also am going to have to live with that. So I won't be chasing the truck down the street yelling for him to come back or anything crazy.

water2moon: I think about you often. I pray that your marriage does not end up like mine even though the both started off on simliar paths. I still dont' think I am that strong in all of this. I just did what I was forced to do. And you know what? Even though you think that you would do all of these awful things if you see OW and your H, I think some sort of shock takes over you and you can't do anything. I remember on that awful day in May just standing there in shock thinking, "This isn't happening right now." Even though I had said before if I ever met the OW, it would be good. But then again....the OW in my case is an Amazon and I think she would have hurt me.

It is almost 11pm and H just left. I don't know what is going on with him. My best guess is that the OW has a job where she works late. I guess he isn't welcomed over at her mom's house when she isn't home? Why do I even think about this stuff? It doesn't matter.