Well the W finally contacted me today and asked about some charges on the CC. We started to talk a bit and I had a major backslide as usual, and confronted her about the receipts! Stupid me, this only pissed the wife off.
She then told me she is definitely going to the lawyers on friday because she did not want them to serve me on my b-day or during that weekend. I have a feeling it is for real this time and she is going ahead with it!
am at a point where I am ready for it althoug I do not want it because I know things can change and have changed for me. I just hate to see her going down the road that she is travelling, but maybe she found her happiness on this path!
I am at a loss on what to do now, I am just gong to back off and not have any contact what so ever. I am going to focus soley on me and my kids.