If you think you need to forgive him now, then wait until he comes home... That is where the real work begins. It is so much easier to DB from a distance then when they are close by. Keep working on yourself...your issues.
I often think about that, and I wonder if it will be possible, if making love to H will ever be carefree again, or if I will forever wonder what ow was like, I often pray that if I'm ever lucky enough to get to be a part of restoring my marriage, that I will be able to actually forgive....
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
