What do YOU WANT? If you are ok with the way things are going, then that is one thing. BUT, if you want to try and see if you can change things, I suggest you listen to the advice here.
IT WILL BE HARD - I understand that. I am trying to listen to those that have been through this awful cr@p. For example, I am still paying for the $hit$torm that arose from contacting OMW, BUT it was the right thing to do in my sitch. (The storm appears to be fading a bit).
LIS
M45 WW 43 D17/S14/D11
ILYB Jan 08 PA Conf Feb 08 OMW / OM contacted S Jan / 09
No one ever has, or ever will, escape the consequences of their actions.