I'm having the same fear, yet loving my h anyways. The whole S was his idea, not my deal. I'm changing, I'm growing, but I am going to always show him love.
Yes its hard and I don't know if it will hurt or help in the end, but I have a feeling it helps.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
