When I woke this morning, I came to the kitchen & he was on the phone. I walked over to him, & leaned into him, running my fingers through his hair. He put his arm around me, & caressed me.
After he got off the phone, he came to the room I was in, we talked, hugged, we're both fine. Yesterday was a bad day for him work wise. This morning has been better for him.
He knows it was a trip wire from my past that I didn't see coming. Sometimes even though I know it's old emotions, I can't stop it from engulfing me....yet.
M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.
