This man that I've been with for ten years has changed so much.
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He's not a good person. He lies and disrespects. He hurts people and hides from reality. And he doesn't love me anymore, instead, he hurts me. And I'm stuck with him forever because of the kids. I wish I could just run and hide from him, cut him out of my life, but I can't. He has hurt me more than anyone can by ruining our marriage and taking my kids away from me. I don't know how I'll ever get past the anger I hold inside of me. I don't know how I'll ever come to terms with it. And this is all brand new for me. I've turned into a different person. He's done that to me and I hate it.
Oh Sweetie,
You will be surprised at how your feelings will change. That's not to say that you'll NEVER get angry, but anger towards him will certainly take up less space. I guess that what we are left with is more indifference. I have my moments as well, but now I have too many other things in my life to focus on than an ex who can sometimes be a clueless butthead.
Let's face it, we have kids with them so there will always be things that come up from time to time, but the difference is that instead of eating at you you will think about it and think, WHATEVER! It just takes us time to get to that place......
