Ks, Right it's all about her being selfish. Right she is hurting... She is confused. Right. She is numb. Right she is detached.... She is cold... She has the ability to fix it and doesn't want too. She can't... She doesn't know how. She is running. Her head is racing. She is trying to find peace, but can't. She is programming her head with information that isn't even there. Right, right, right and right... She comes up with one excuse after another as to why it can't work, why it will not work.