craig, I do leave her alone. What the heck are you talking about. I don't call her. I don't bother her. I only interact with her about the kids. Those interactions are only when she gets tired of them or needs my help. If she comes to the house now I let her do whatever she wants. I leave her alone.
Really I'm in hell. Here is my opinion. If she cared anything for me at all. She would lift me out of hell. I feel like texted her that, but obviously that is pushy and needy.
it's not all about you.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...