craig, I do leave her alone. What the heck are you talking about.
I don't call her. I don't bother her. I only interact with her about the kids. Those interactions are only when she gets tired of them or needs my help. If she comes to the house now I let her do whatever she wants. I leave her alone.

Really I'm in hell. Here is my opinion. If she cared anything for me at all. She would lift me out of hell. I feel like texted her that, but obviously that is pushy and needy.