Yeah I try and do everything for Abby first. I'm just really pissed at everything right now. I've basically lost two friendships in the last week, I don't want to see W anymore and I want to boot MIL because she still does everything in her power for W.
The last three Tuesdays, W has been off. But yet she can't take D to school. MIL says she'll do it although she has to drive 10 miles in the opposite direction and then back to work the other way. This is the Bay Area so that's over an hour. What does that mean for me? I have to get up an hour early too to get Abby ready. All because "W should sleep in on her day off" F-that!!!! She always sleeps in on Saturdays and Sundays because Abby isn't there. She should come get Abby in the morning and take her to school.....she's the freakin mom. But of course she's probably with OM on her off nights or just out partying with friends. I'm so freakin tired of this and the whole living thing. I'm think of cutting cost and booting out MIL. I want Abby myself anyway and then I'll deal with this.
I'm just venting I know. I've been reading a lot of other sitchs and one thing I do see a lot of is at least these other WASs tell the others what's going on...how they feel, what they did. I KNOW NOTHING. I just want to sit W down and tell me how she is feeling, what she did and why so I can move on with my life. I know its not DBing but I just can't wait around, I need to take a year to myself and then move on to the next stage of my life. I'm tired of feeling this way.
I need to rip this bandaide off!
M 35 W 28 D 4
Bomb 4/28/08 Found out about PA 05/14/08 Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)
