Mulesqb - Can the sun shine on a donkey's a$$?

[mulesqb]

Thanks Bill- When i reread what I wrote I can't believe I was even considering it - then when I read what you wrote I felt downright stupid.

I am scared about what could happen on this trip. But what can I do about it other than detach and enjoy my kids and if she crosses the line, it's over. I am and have been trying to prepare for this but at the end of the day - how can you really unless it happens??

I am staying the course and in for the long run. She is at IC right now - hoping something breaks through soon. All she has told me is that her C says that she must do what makes her happy - that scares me to death because it is exactly what she wants to hear. I'm hoping the C is just trying to gain her trust.