2008 = Crazy Year (3)

[lost_in_space]

Puppy,
Don't know if it is that she responds to pressure so much. It definitely causes stress which affects her. She focuses on some task to the extreme to deal with it. Recent stuff has appeared to affect her.

On the what have I done question, that is tough. I am not coming across as the needy, grovelling, begging Lost that I had been early in the game. I know she values conversation but that is tough when she will not talk to me (like yesterday). She values admiration, bur REALLY tough right now. So all I can do is be the best dad I can, spend time with kids, do stuff around house (hell I even made supper last two nights) and do stuff for me.

I think the problem is at this moment, WW doesn't think I can be what she wants (assuming she eventually gets over the OMW thing).

We had a brief conv last night about financial stuff. Very civil but I sensed she wanted more from me - but at 12:30 and me getting up for work at 6, couldn't go there last night. BUT THIS IS WHAT SHE WANTS - someone to be able to talk with. So how do I deal with that and not get to the R topic?

Somedays she shows signs like she is so out of here, but others not even close.