All settled in 250 miles apart

[JWS]

I did reread DR and got a lot more out of it this time. I had a much more clear mind and took a more academic approach then the first time I read it.

like we have talked about before it was the opposite of detaching. I had thoughts of her in my head all day, and it took me a long time to fall asleep because of them. then i had a very pleasant dream about her and woke up a bit sad. but it was all worth it because I refocused my efforts to myself.

Right now what i hate the most is wondering what she is up to. i have no way of knowing so my mind wonders. that tends to create either false hope or false despair and neither are very helpful.