Phil, I believe you said that I talk to much??????
Well Pot, this is kettle and I am here to tell you that you should look in the mirror. Maybe even go back and read some of what you post on here and see how it reads back to you.
From a religious aspect, which you and I will never see eye to eye only because we have different backgrounds, I wonder what your priest would tell you if he read all that you post here?
Maybe you should print it out and set up a meeting with him and see what direction he believes God want's you to work towards.
Bottom line, as basic as I can put it. You must have faith, you must trust, and you must listen. It is not for you to judge others, it is for you to hear the message that is put in front of you. You may have already missed it.