toruble on the the lake erie shore...#4!

[Neilh23]

the thing is my biggest fear is that i'll over do it and that it won't make a difference and she'll go further away. We hardly talk now.......well, more in recent weeks, but still.

i'm still waiting on some input from last nite's convo with my W.....was she prying?

the reason i think she's primarily gifts is that at the start of this i asked her "how do you want me to love you?" and she said surprise me, hold my hand in public, little cards, etc... and that she needs to want me to show her these things. that's why i fear doing them.

But then again, why do i need her approval to do something? again, this is one of my issues........just thought of that... interesting.