SMW, Addie, Jen, thank you for the prayers and good liuck wishes, much needed and greatly appreciated!

I diddn't call H, even though I know I should have, I agree with you, SMW. I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

I have to wait out the wave of blue mood.

Right now I' m just weary.

((((((((hugs)))))))) to you all.

I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders
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M 46
H 45
D 17
M/T 23
Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06
Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07
Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08