Do me a favor and stop the riddles. They only further confuse me. I'm beginning to think I'm not as smart as I thought I was, because really it is either gibberish and so intelligent I can't even comprehend what you are saying.
After I read your post I went into my daughters room, what was my wife and I's room, where she first said there was a ghost. I told the devil to leave, and I cast him out in Jesus's name. I prayed to Jesus to bring my family together.
KSchick are you a AmyC groupie? I don't need you to tell me that AmyC was gentle to validate gibberish.
AmyC, submit to what? Have you? Now I don't usually tell this story but when I was deep in prayer about 4 years ago. I had just done a holy hour of obligation in front of the blessed sacrament. I was driving home and I believe that the Lord asked me to take the thorns of his sacred heart into mine. I told him I wasn't ready for it yet. Two years ago, I accepted it.
Here is another thing I don't usually tell anyone. After my daughter was born I was in deep prayer. I would stop by the Church after work and pray for an hour in front of the blessed sacrament. I would get visions of Jerusalem and other holy land places. I think I have saw enough of the land that if I went there I would know where I was going. I think he was showing me the route he was walking when he walked the earth. I was with him.
Hence the sacred heart acceptance, which I told him no at the time. I said I wasn't ready for it. I felt the piercings in my own heart and I said I love you Lord.
Now this is the same love I have for my wife.
I thought at the time he was going to physically pierce my heart which is why I told him I wasn't ready. I thought he was telling me stigmata for which I said I did not want stigmata.
Reminds me of the story of Maximilian Kolbe. He was shown two crowns and he had to pick one and he choose both without doubt or hesitation.
This marriage, this family, it is bigger than me. This marriage, my marriage is only temporary. There is a larger goal.
Now everything I write is coherant, nothing you write to me is.
Please start making some sense, and maybe you can see through your own fog.
And for the last time please stop cheerleading for other people on this thread.
AmyC, I don't doubt I'm in it. It's going to be a long ride. Question is will I have the strength to do it. Will I be able to do it. How much more crap can I take.
Our marriage has always been on the rocks. I felt like ripping into her tonight when she was acting like an idiot. No wonder our marriage was on the rocks look at the way you act about the stupidest crap. So what I was looking in the explorer. She left the door open. I saw she took some things from the attic. Packing material and USPS priority boxes. Now was she spazzing out about it because she was afraid I would say not to go to the house. Was she afraid I would ask her what she was mailing? Was she getting them for someone else. Who the heck knows... No logic in it. If she was getting them for someone else I could have told her that she worrys about everybody else accept her real family. In the past during boundry stage I told her to stay the hell out of the attic if there is something she wants I will gladly give it to her. She continues to violate the boundries. Then if I say something about it, venom.
I told her to stay out of the house when I'm not home. Why can't she get her own priority boxes. Tonight she calls me about oraljel and comes and picks it up... Go get your own oraljel big girl.
And again, I go and check laundry. The only thing that was in there was her work clothes. Go do your laundry somewhere else big girl. It wasn't even worth coming to the house for that.
There is only one common denominator. Big girl doesn't want to come home yet. Sounds like someone else we know.
Is it worth it to me to cause a fight over priority boxes and oraljel. No...
Then she tops it off with an initiated hug at the doorway. I'll call or text you later. When she does text she tells me daughter past out. How is son. I wait ten mintues and text fine. She immediately text ok. (past out) I should have jammed the spelling champion for that one. She would always make fun of my spelling.
So what does Phil do now. Phil goes and prays and takes care of son. She does what she wants, and she always did.
