Coming to Terms

[RSmiles]

The kicker- H says to me the other day "I don't know why you ever came back (after our S) last time" Like he has no respect or idea about how hard I have been trying to save our M for so long. This, combined with everything I mentioned above, and his blame on me and our M for his unhappiness pretty much makes me know I am doing the *right* thing getting this D. What a crazy mix of feelings I have right now. Doubt, anger, grief- I know it's to be expected, but it's definitely a rollercoaster ride.