BBJ, the next session will be just H and me. It amazes me how he kind of just shrugs his shoulders and says he is done. I think the reason he is willing to just give up and I'm not has a lot to do with our parents. H's parents have been married 40some years, but have been miserable together as long as 23 years I have known them. I think they have pretty much been miserable all of H's life. He doesn't want to live that way and doesn't think we can be different. (that is just my thinking) My parents have been married 50 years. They don't have the perfect marriage either, but they really love each other.
Lola, the Ds are 10 and 15.
H tried calling me this evening. I didn't hear the phone and didn't see the missed call until 1 1/2 hours later. Sent H a text asking if he needed something. He said he had been at a store (sporting goods and I'm not the sporting goods type) and wanted to know if I needed anything. WTF?
R 23 years M 20 years Bomb June 2007 S Oct 2007 Ds 11 & 16 Ds and I moved out Aug. 2008
