How can I say that I'm barely making it through the days? Meaning, at work, I'm fine, but when I'm home, I barely even have enough energy to post on your (or my) threads. There is so much to say, but yet so little...you know?
The fact of the matter is, there is nothing new from H.
This is a tough couple weeks. The anniversary of the bomb, our wedding anniversary is the 19th. But, I realized that we haven't been "good" for two years now, and that realization in and of itself, was sort of devastating to me.
Not much more for me to write.
Talk to you all soon,
Beth
H & I, both 32, together since 18. *M 7/03, A since 9/06. Bomb 7/07, H ended it w/ OW 9/08 * Agreed to D 6/09...very hard *D 8/10 * At peace, have become great friends w/ X-H and his new GF
