Brian: I am going to try my hardest at riding this storm out and not reacting to the sitch. It just tears me apart knowing that she could do this. I am not uhow to approch her with the boundaries. Do I say anything to her or just keep them internal to myself? And for the snooping part I quit that a while ago, but the note was in plain view on the bathroom floor and the receipt was in a bag I was going to throw away. So much for being nice to help outthe D:(
Tomato: I have never really been a spiritual person, but during this time I have spoken to the Man upstairs quite a bit. I am thinking of going back to church to see if I can ask for forgiveness from Him, for the man I have become and for the things I have done. It also wouldn't be a bad idea to ask for forgiveness for my W as well and hope that maybe He can guide her to the correct path. I need all the support I can get right now so maybe this is something I need to do for me!
