I am so glad I made my little visit here for some catch up. Things thaw pretty quickly in the desert, don't they? Keep the blow torch a burnin'.
It seems this w/e was an interesting one for a lot of us.
Your mentioning of her saying "through all of this I haven't heard you say I love you", really causes me to re-evaluate my approach to things. As my darling (which is my newly adopted reference to W) was exiting the truck last evening, I was at that oh so common awkward spot. The -should I just say I love you point. I opted not you, as has become the habit, and just said "bye and have a good night". That was of course only an hour or so after we were driving around in my truck for quite a while. During our drive our converstions were varied and assorted but always seemed to gravitate back to being heavily sexually themed. It eventually led to our "getting down to business" as I was quite sure that it would. Just prior to the clothes flying off I did reaffirm how much I love her. And I told her that it was a love that she was more than likely unable to comprehend.
That was a little preview of what I will be posting on my own in a bit.
Stay well and keep up the good fight. Peace be with you.
