I'm trying to figure out what to feel about losing all hope, or most of it anyway. 1/4 inch just went down to 1/64th of an inch. It's hard not to think/believe that this was the H's master plan all along. That makes him an utter d-bag.

Of course he'd feel justified too... all my fault, the way he would see it.

And yet... why can't I just close the door and walk away completely?

How do you put someone out of your mind? ... is really the only answer to insert a new person?

Abbey

T:22, M:20
H:55 Me:45
H-OW PA: N/07
OW Jan08
Bomb:Feb/08
S: Apr/08
Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11
Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess.
Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.