(((((((Abbey))))))) Allow yourself to cry. Get it all out. There there, it will get better. Do go dark. Be the contrast to the parasite. We are all on the long, dark road - but NONE OF US ARE ALONE!!!!!! We are here for you.
I honestly think I should invest in the P&G Company because I've gone through so many tissues. I'm crying for you honey, I know how much you hurt.
Take a bath, eat some ice cream, find someplace to be alone and scream. Get it all out.
Then, turn toward the sun and take one baby step for 5 minutes, then 10, then 15.......
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.