Thanks for the reply running! I guess I should have went into more detail. I have moved out in April because it was cheaper for me to do so than her and the kids. And yes we ar seprated bu not legally.
I am tying so hard to detach right now but it is so friggin hard. And I guess I will not approach her about this because it will just drive that wedge between us even more.
I have been focusing on me more and my kids. I am trying to become a better father for them. I became so distant in our relationship that I feel like they thought they were being left out. The other day I sat down with my SD15 and tried to explain to her that I love her with all my heart and this has been unfair to her and my S6. We both sat thereand cried ad she told me that she loved me and that she never felt left out.
As for the whole GAL thing it is hard for me. I don't have many friends out here and no family..so basically no support. I feel uncomfortable going to the bars by myself and am not sure I would even want to meet anyone there. I have started working out some time ago and have lost 20 lbs. I even went and got a membership at a tanning salon.
Finance are very tough for me right now. When this all happened I was only working part time at nights so I could stay home with my S6 while he was not in school. I was also a full time student during this as well. Since then I have went full time on day shift but the pay is dismal because I work at a warehouse. Looking for something better but that could be a while.
Plans for this week are the typical. I work out everyday during the week and take the weekends off. I will tan every day as well but for now that is about it. Thinking about maybe getting back into religion, as I am not a very religious type, but I think I could use the extra support rigt now.
