hey there, welcome, hope the blues are on their way out, (just coming out of them too), with God's blessings, those sad times will be farther apart and less damaging.
You just reminded me of the bottle of champaigne I found, which I bought for our 10th anniversary, ummm, still sitting there, unopened, I use it to roll our dough for cookies I make with the kids, lol!
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.