Hello again. Thank you for chiming in. Kalni, it does seem like a positive, doesn't it? I will be guarded about things, but it is definitely a turn I didn't see coming until after the D was final.
Ali, I haven't called for a DB appointment yet, but I think I'm going to try and set one up for Wednesday or something as I don't know what to do from here. It seems as if there is a thaw from her and she is thinking about losing her D and sees maybe I'm not such a monster after all. Again, I have to keep my head, but I'm happy w/ the progress here. It is getting interesting and a bit scary, to tell the truth.
bizarre, I took what you said to heart and I did send her a text to answer her question. I thought it through and I don't see it as being weak or vulnerable by telling her I do love her. So, I told her "to answer your question from last night, the answer is yes, I do love you. You still are and always will be my Little Bear. My Boo."
She asked and I answered. It wouldn't be right to be dishonest b/c I do still love her. That doesn't mean I'll be letting her move in tomorrow if she asks, but it means that the door is still open if she is willing to try and meet me 1/2 way.
I may be wrong here and could have screwed up the whole DB thing, but I felt the need to be honest and address her question was the right way to go.
She has said she doesn't trust me, so would I be more trustworthy if I don't answer truthfully? I wasn't sure that was the best route, so bizarre, I agreed and answered her.
