Tough news. Been there, still doing that. Air your feelings out here if you don't have someone close by to confide in.
Sometimes it helps just to get them out on the table. I'd advise not to keep them bottled up. It is a public forum though so it's your call.
Maybe just get a pad of paper and put them there. Pouring them out in prayer is another great outlet. Something. Hold on to them and they'll eat you alive from the inside out.
