Thanks DNO for posting. I have been so busy this past week, I'm just now able to catch up on things at home!
S9's chicken pox are progressing along nicely (if that's possible ), he's not been sick really at all, a little fever on the 2nd day that's it. And not much itching, thank goodness. S6 still has not gotten them, I figure this weekend when he's with his Nana!
We have a race this weekend, and I'm actually not looking forward to it. The racing yes, spending time with H, no. Don't get me wrong I like being with him. But it is getting soooooo hard to spend time with him and stay in this limbo.
When would I know if he's cake eating? Not sure if that's happening, but at times I feel like he's not making any decisions because it's too comfortable right now. Can come and do the family man thing, mow lawn, etc. and then leave when he wants and go back to the single man again.
I feel my PMA taking a nose dive and not sure how to stop it. Any suggestions?
I am getting very frustrated about the whole sitch! And I'm also finally going through the feelings of not trusting him, and its really hard. I still don't know where he's living, still not sure if he's still in contact with the OW or if he's even living with her? Who the He!! knows, but I'm getting fed up.
He is still (I think) seeing the C. I am trying to be patient knowing that he is behind me in learning and growth, but its terribly hard.
How do I deal with this weekend? (Besides wanting to just jump him in a dark corner! )
Any suggestions or advice greatly appreciated! Thanks!
JL
Life is not measured in the breaths we take, but in the moments that take our breath away...
), he's not been sick really at all, a little fever on the 2nd day that's it. And not much itching, thank goodness. S6 still has not gotten them, I figure this weekend when he's with his Nana! 
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