Yep yep yep, g-man..

For anything to flourish, it needs to be tended to. When I had my squeamy moment about the joy thing.. I realized I was back to where I was 25 years ago. I'd never grown beyond that.. really didn't want to based on having a relationship and marriage.

Now it's the time to continue growing. Was it bad that in my marriage I didn't evolve as much as I could? In a perfect world, yes.. in the world of life, I've learned alot, experienced wonderful times and now know the difference between surviving a relationship and what I might expect to deserve to give AND receive. You can see I still have a little trouble believing I'm worth the effort.. but heck, it's all a process.

Let's share some joyful conversation the next time you drive through.. if you like.

*hugs*