I'm still floating today! Felt so good for him to call me Babe, and to say that I'm still his best friend. And I know he wanted to hug me!! Yay!! Such a great feeling... I know I should be prepared for a dip in the roller coaster, but I'm enjoying the high.
(((Stella))) Thanks for your encouragement - I've lost your thread - where are you posting?
(((Ali))) for your love and wisdom. I hear what you are saying. i think if you had been able to see the whole movie version with the camera panning away, instead of just the script, my comments would have been more in context. To be honest I cant really remember what I said at the end, but I dont think I was too distant. But I would never ever have invited H to dinner if it hadnt been for you and Lisa telling me that its OK to sometimes make the move. So thanks for pushing me in the right direction!
I find it really hard to balance showing him that its OK and I accept his decision if thats what he wants (its true I do just want him to be happy, and I will be OK if we're not together) and then to balance that with how much I would love to kiss him passionately and tell him I've always loved him!
At the moment it feels like if I take a baby step towards him, he will take one to me. Like I said something deep and meaningful and kissed him on the neck, and then he opened up more and kissed me on the cheek.
I think I'm being pretty warm and welcoming in real life, even if my script looks like I'm hard! I dont want to pressure him, he will make a move when he's ready and sure.
(((T))) - I was waiting for you to reply! Thank you so much for being so happy for me, it means the world!
I sent H a text today thanking him for dinner. It will be interesting to see if he feels the same energy and enthusiasm to see me as I feel about him, or if he is going to withdraw after being so emotional in front of me!
