thanks for checking in on me. I'm back in the spin cycle of the washing machine.
And you also quote goethe.
sorry you've found yourself where you are. Reading your post made me feel tired.
I don't know if you're looking for advice and I don't know how good mine is, so I won't offer any. But know that people appreciate the space you're in and what you're sorting through and trying to work out. Hang in there. Take care of yourself.
