Thanks for chiming in! My woeful inward whining is slowly winding down. Sometimes life is unfair and unjust. Talk to anyone in New Orleans, anyone who's been in a tsunami, earthquake or natural disaster. They were minding their own business.. and oops... something terrible happens.
As much as all this sucks the big Hoover in the sky.. in the end I will have those I love most in the world and those who love me in my life. If I am dedicated and vigilant, I will be better than I have ever been in my life.
I have lived a life of surviving and settling. I've been the poster child for codependence (the act of doing the right things for the wrong reasons which accomplish a negative outcome). All I know is.. I don't want to be lost like this again. That any partnership I enter will be on equal footing. That when I feel myself slipping all over the place.. I face it. When I get scared.. I face that. When I get tired.. or looping... I take the time to rest.
The best person to take care of is me... in all the right ways.
