"I read a little of what I wrote or said 9 months ago...I could not read the whole thing...what horsey...I sounded so pathetic. We are stronger and better than that ... let the hurt go and see what happens...keep yourself busy and enjoy being you."
I've gone back and read things I thought were so insightful only to groan in dismay. Other times I'm amazed. I either feel great about the growth I've had.. or read in wonder where those words of wisdom came from.
The more I do, the more I see.. that being busy, productive is the way to be.