Not doing well. The girls are on a 2 day overnight visit this weekend with H. God, I miss them. I've tried to fill much of my time with friends, errands, home projects etc... but seems the nights are the worst. I should be cooking and feeding my family right now. But nope, I sit here on the computer, contemplating a bowl of cereal. I hate this.
H brought the girls to church this morning. He doesn't go, but me and the girls have for 2 years now, and he knows it's important to me, so I got to see them briefly there.
I did bring up the High School Musical show, telling him I wanted to get tickets to take D6 (remember my email I found where he bought 3 tickets, for anyone reading?). Anyway, he told me he had already planned to take her and had 3 tickets. But I could have them, if I really wanted to take her. I asked him who the 3 tickets were for, and he said he didn't know if d2 would be able to go (um, a two year old at a broadway type 3 hour show? No) or for D6 to bring a friend.
So answer given. Of course it wasn't for me, him and D6 like I had hoped. I'm so sad.
Hoping I can muster up another strong interaction tomorrow of no R talk. Don't know really if anything will have an affect on him. I feel like he is a tougher "nut to crack" then so many on here. He just reacts to NOTHING, and has NEVER given me even an ounce of hope. But hey, I guess we all feel that way right?
Chris
Last edited by 7 Year Itch; 07/07/0812:02 AM.
__________ Me:39 H:39 D:8 D:4 M:9 (T 13) Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08, Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09 Still doing GREAT a year later!!!
