Today H and I met to hit some golf balls. It was fun for me to embark on a new sport (strange though, GALing w/ my H). I suspect that one reason H offered to teach me was that he did not like the picture in his mind of some other man teaching me golf (I keep thinking about the movie Tin Cup). I'm certain that H is trying to hang onto me yet again. And I wonder if he's called OW yet. I could see H getting a lot out of being the "teacher". I asked a lot of questions about the game and H was in his element! But I could only do it for a little while b/f I had the urge to get away from him.
I believe that H really does have no idea that I know about OW over the past couple of weeks - if he did, he wouldn't be so relaxed around me. We had a bite to eat and H talked about his friend who's girlfriend is cheating on him. I wanted to get out of my chair and walk away from him right then. But I sat there & listened, hoping he could hear himself.
When we parted, H came over to me to give me a kiss and a long hug, gave me something he had bought me & told me about something else he ordered for me. Then he asked if he could call me later, alluded to seeing me later. I just don't know what to do on that. I did tell him I wasn't going out, but that doesn't mean I have to be available.
I am also expecting that OW will be calling me later today after her sister leaves. I'm curious about what more she could possible have to say to me or ask me - maybe she won't call. If she does call, I'm trying to figure out if I should tell her about last night and today. I'm sure she'll ask, checking up on H, since the last time we spoke H hadn't called her in a week and me since Thursday.
What I really feel like doing is getting out of town for a few days, but tomorrow I have to work
FA
What does not destroy me, makes me stronger.
FA:43, H:42 D:7 M:10 yrs, T:24 yrs EA:?, PA:1/06 S:3/07 EA/PA ongoing Aborted attempt to move home 07/08
