Getting Off the Rollercoaster!

[addie]

I received a BEAUTIFUL, heartfelt email from H in response to the email I sent him.
He states he is so very sorry for the pain he has caused me. That he's been foolish. He fell for the lies of someone as opposed to "believing in the beauty and caring that has always been right in front of him". He says that he wishes he could take back everything from the beginning of December on, then S and I would still be there with him. He goes on to say that he does not deserve my love, that he is not worthy of me and that I deserve someone who can be truly committed to me. He wants to be able to be that person but doesn't know if he can.

The tears are still rolling down my face.