Thanks Upside. It did feel good to say those things to H. I have a bad case of over-analyzing. H has called me twice already today. First, when he just woke up, because he thought he had missed a call from me (I didn't call him). Then again later on to tell me some good news about something he found out last night regarding work.
I am stopping myself from wondering what's going on because I want to think that ogre is out of the picture, but I'll be so very disappointed to find out H is just lonely because she's out of town. How I would LOVE to have some insight on what is REALLY going on, but I know it's not gonna happen.
Something I find interesting is how H is still displacing his anger and blame on to his friends. I suppose I'm lucky there's no anger towards me. From what I've heard, he's mad that I found out about all the crazy things he did, including ogre - as if our M would not be in the state it is now if I had never found out. My take is that he feels like he had no choice but to continue on with his life with ogre, leaving me and the boys, thinking he was actually doing the right thing.
I know, I know, I know. None of this is anything more than what I THINK is going on.
Anyway, had a great weekend and am going to focus on the positives and just keep on chugging along.
