I did read DR, but I cant really use any of the advice but the 180s and LRT right now, and let me tell you, my going dark couldnt have made him happier. In Alaska you are uncontestedly D after 2 years of not legally living together.

The 180s are going well, yesterday (when I thought things were going so well) I know I caught his eye, I pretty sure he was looking at me "like that".

Oh Im not looking forward to this.


I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...