Well, this afternoon I guess will be a turning point. A bad one im afraid. Hes bringing the papers out for me to look at. I dont know if I can see them with out freaking out. Ill try, but this is going to be really hard. I will preserve my dignity, and go to another room to meltdown I guess. I dont know what to do. Can I ask for more time? Is it okay to say that I wont sign them as long as hes having an affair? I feel so lost.
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
