When I go a week with little contact it doesn't bother me that much. I know its out of sight, out of mind, but its more than that. Its like I can face the future without her.
Then this weekend, I see her most of the day Friday and Saturday. We talked, she even called me to see if we could do something with Abby together. By the end of Saturday afternoon I realized how much I miss her. Last night was tough on me and I'm depressed today, more than I have been in a month. I guess it doesn't help that my "female friend" disappeared and a buddy of mine is pissed at something stupid I did. Now W isn't responding to my text about D and it starts me wondering what the hell is going on. She works in 45mins and has to be awake.
I hate all these feelings coming back so maybe for my own sake I should just go dark and stay dark until I don't care about her anymore. I hate this!
M 35 W 28 D 4
Bomb 4/28/08 Found out about PA 05/14/08 Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)
