I am so looking forward to a day when I don't have to push myself just to get through the day. How long will it take to get to normal again?
I hate being lonely. I am not saying I need a man to feel validated. I have been doing this as best as possible for the past 18 mths by myself. I just need to be close to someone. Maybe like when Harry Met Sally!
kat
Give yourself some time. Once your D is final, take time for yourself, removed from the crap and rediscover who YOU are. Then before you know it your knight in shining armour will come around and you'll be thinking "I've never been so happy in all my life"!
Hope4us
Me - 49, W 49 S22 & S18 Dday 9/4/07 W claims NC 4/7/08 8/29/09 - Divorce Busted. Lots to work through, but we're going to make it.