Panic in the kitchen

[bluerain]

Ive been thinking alot about this, and I really dont know what to do tomorrow. I know that he wants this quickly so he can have her but I really dont want to divorce, especially during an affair! I just feel so lost right now. I asked him what if they dont work out? He said thats life. I just want him to come home and we seem so far away from that. Is not looking at the papers going to make him hate me? Is it ok to tell him Ill look at them, and ask for more time? I just dont know.