Whatever! Forrest I think you have no life. You nick pick everything I say.
Ian, you nick pick too. She got annoyed because I was basically telling her no, and she was going to have to leave. So I wasn't rescuing her. Did you ever think of that?
I told her not to call me. I said I don't want any anxiety tomorrow. You want to shut me out of your life then don't call me tomorrow. So why did she wait until quarter to 12 to call me to bail her out of a problem. She left her children at her parents so she could go out. She thought son was going to be ok. So why was she driving there asking me to pick him up. If she was only going to have one. Then have you one, pick him up and bring him here. I'm not going to drive 15 minutes both ways to rescue her, when she is already in the area.
Look then next time I get a chance to talk to her. I'll ask for you guys to give me the walkie talkie version. What should I say.
I'm being myself. Ok she called me and said she was going to the bar to meet her friend to have one drink. Her voice made it sound like don't be mad at me. Why she even told me she was going there was beyond me. Yes, I'm doing the 180 thing too. She never felt like I loved her. She never felt I gave her affection. All bull crap. So I say to her she is gorgous and I worry about her being at those kind of bars.
Now I for one would have never been able to go to that bar. Because it is a meat market. I throughly and explicitedly told her in the past I didn't like when they went there for girls night out. Now has she ever once gone to the bar with me.
Never... But it is ok for her to go. Did you ever think that if she would have went to the bar with me, she would have just saw me drinking a couple of beers, getting something to eat, and then leaving.
You are all a bunch of relationship experts.
Here some more proof she is just crazy. I went out. I sat there and drank ice tea. A mutual friend of ours walked in. She asked me to have a drink with her. I said I don't drink anymore. She said why. I said that's why my wife left me. Yes I heard she left you, but she said she left because our marriage was always on the rocks. She didn't mention anything about your drinking.
Ok which is it that came first...? The chicken or the egg...
She is a big girl now. She wants to do what she wants to do. Didn't I already say the woman always did what she wanted to do. Her rules, but those rules do not apply to her.
Seriously I don't need her. I certainly do not want her back in the condition she is in. I certainly do not want her to come back and act like she did before. Constantly b|tching about everything.
I domesticated myself. I changed. When she dropped the bomb and she was serious, I quit drinking. I was willing to do anything, anything to save the marriage.
She needs to change.
If I want to say I'm worried about you and my imagination drives me crazy thinking you are with someone else. Well then that's what I will say. You are so distant and cold to me, it makes me think there is someone else. You dress in short skirts and show up here driving me nuts and I can't even touch you.
I told her a million times she wasn't fat, but she wore them damn granny panties for eight years and now all of sudden I'm wearing skimpy and you can't touch me. hahahahahahaha
Maybe she is growing up. Maybe she is chaning, but she is doing it without me. During the live in waw stage things were better in a weird way. She stopped the constant b|tching, and maybe that was a sign that she didn't care anymore.
Do you ever think that maybe if she would have held back from the constant b|tching at me, to me, about me, about the neighbors, about the house, about the kids. I wouldn't have reacted to her. I let a million and half things slide off my back, and then after a point you lash out.
