Honestly I think it may be a MLC, but hes only 31, hes suddenly become terribly unhappy with me, his job, his truck, our house, hes working out like crazy and is worried about his hair turning grey.

My 180's that Ive been doing were to lose weight (down 38lbs!), learn how to wear makeup, and dress more femininely. Theyre coming along nicely, and today I think I may have caught him looking at me "like that". I didnt say anything about it, but it really made me feel good. I told him how good hes been looking lately, I think maybe I was too critical, and not supportive enough. I changed my birth control and the different hormones have made a big difference in my libido. That was another one of the reasons he gave for leaving. In the last few days I found out that he had wanted to start a family, we had both always been adamant that we did not want kids, but I have wanted to have a baby for a while, but I didnt know that he had changed his mind too. We never talked about it, and that seems like a good reason to want to leave a marriage, but not without talking about it!

Ive been praying in the morning and at night, I try to give the m and my H to God, then I can focus on making myself a better person, and pursuing my own bliss.

Thanks Sooner and christarn

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...