Well the thread locked, or it was locked by someone. How else does it happen.
Wow, you know my anxiety went away. I did the bills today and didn't have an attack. Earlier today I felt so overwhelmed. Yard work, house work, school. I had the day to myself and even did a little shopping. I found a great painting of St. Marks Square by painter Canaletto that was period for the pirate theme room. I didn't buy it though. It was thirty at the thrift store. I'm going to try and get it half off on the green tag day. Loved the schooners in it.
So much for the anxiety level.
She just called. She is going to the bar to meet her friend for her birth day. The b girl, and she wants me to go and pick up our son at her parents. She asked about my day and what I did. I even told her that my anxiety went away until she just called and aasked me for this. I said I don't like you going to that bar it is a meat market. She said she is just having one and leaving. Yeah OK... well she does have to work early tomorrow.
Why do I have to be so accomadating to her.
I apologized about last night. I said I think a lot of communication is getting misinterpreted. I think you hear things I'm saying differently and your getting mad.
We were having a good conversation and then she starting getting annoyed. Probally because I a dork. I even said I was a dork. I said look I like it when the kids are with you it relives my anxiety, because my imagination goes crazy thinking there is someone else. I said I trust you, but its just my imagination. I man you are so damn gorgeous showing up with little skirts and heels on and you know I love that stuff. I'm a shoe guy.
Well she got annoyed because she just wanted me to pick up son, and she was there and had to call her mom back.
I mean if she is just staying for a drink, then drink one or two leave and pick your son back up and drop him off to me.
I mean I know she works early tomorrow so she isn't going to be out late.
Now she just texted me and said her mom said our son is ok.
